Author: jojufijozi

Dear July,

Pengen bangun keluarga sama kamu, pengen kamu jadi istri aku, jadi mama anak-anak aku.

Sekarang mimpi sudah jadi kenyataan, ngga ada penyesalan, yang ada cuma kebanggaan.

MELAMARMU

Jadilah pasangan hidupku
jadilah ibu dari anak-anakku
membuka mata dan tertidur di sampingku

aku tak main-main
seperti lelaki yang lain
satu yang ku tahu ku ingin melamarmu

aku tak setampan don juan
tak ada yang lebih dari cintaku
tapi saat ini ku tak ragu
ku sungguh memintamu

jadilah pasangan hidupku, jadilah ibu dari anak-anakku
membuka mata dan tertidur di sampingku
aku tak main-main seperti lelaki yang lain
satu yang ku tahu ku ingin melamarmu

From,
One Lucky Husband

Berdoa yuk untuk Papa Mama kita. Dimanapun mereka berada.

Semoga mereka selalu diberi kebahagiaan, dimanapun mereka berada.

I wish somehow I knew more about your father, especially about his struggle raising up his 5 children and I want let him know how much i love his daughter so theres nothing to worry about.

I wonder alot about him now, and I dont know why.

Rest in peace father, I will take good care of her as long as I breath.

From,

One lucky husband.

Dear July,

For all I’ve been blessed in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
With one honest touch you set me free
Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love’s not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you
For every mountain I have climbed
Every Raging river crossed
You were the treasure I longed to find
Without your love I would be lost
Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love’s not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you
In this life, I was loved by you.

Ps: I have always try to be better (and im better!), and if its still not enough I will just let it be. Its funny how the person you love judged you by one sentence you said.

From,

One lucky husband.

Dear July,

I love you.

From,

One lucky husband.

 

 

Dear July,

Berapa banyak orang yang ingin pergi, malah terperangkap kembali di tempat tersebut.

(Seperti aku yang ingin pergi, namun hati tidak dapat melupakan budi).

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Berapa banyak orang yang ingin kehidupan, malah kelihatan seperti sudah tiada.

(Seperti aku yang ingin Kamu senang namun kemudian malah mengkhawatirkan Kamu).

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Berapa banyak orang yang saling mencintai malah seperti hendak berpisah.

(Seperti aku yang selalu diam, tidak mahir mengungkapkan perasaan).

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Berapa banyak orang tersenyum, namun sebenarnya mereka sedang menangis.

(Seperti Papa-Mama yang berharap besar terhadap Kita).

Cay…

Siapa yang tahu Kita akan kemana.

Siapa yang tahu kehidupan ini akan berubah menjadi apa.

Apakah perlu sebuah alasan agar tetap tidak memperdulikan kehidupan.

(Apakah perlu alasan untuk membalas budi seseorang?)

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Ataukah tetap terbang tinggi dengan penuh murka. Bagaimana saya bisa bertahan hidup.

(Atau harus aku jalankan hidup dengan penyesalan).

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Berapa banyak kemuliaan malah terasa seperti penghinaan.

Berapa banyak persaaan suka cita malah seperti sakit hati.

Berapa banyak kegembiraan malah seperti hati tersayat pisau.

(Tujuan baik membalas budi namun mengorbankan perasaan dan memberikan resiko kepada orang-orang yang paling aku sayang – sampai kapan budi terbalas).

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Berapa banyak kecemerlangan malah seperti kehilangan semangat.

(Membalas budi dengan baik namun mengkhawitrkan Kamu).

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Siapa yang tahu apa yang akan kita impikan.

Siapa yang mengerti, martabat kita akan seperti apa ke depannya.

Apakah perlu mencari alasan untuk tetap mengikuti arus.

(Bukankah budi harus dibalas – entah di kehidupan ini atau di kehidupan selanjutnya).

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Ataukah maju ke depan agar terbebas dari rasa terkekang.

(Dan membalas budi ini di kehidupan berikutnya).

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Bagaimana saya bisa bertahan hidup

(Melihat Kamu khawatir namun tetap harus membalas budi).

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Siapa yang tahu kita akan kemana.

Siapa yang tahu kehidupan ini akan berubah menjadi apa.

Apakah perlu sebuah alasan agar tetap tidak memperdulikan kehidupan.

Atau tetap terbang tinggi dengan penuh murka.

BAGAIMANA SAYA BISA BERTAHAN HIDUP?

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Sorry…

From,

One lucky husband.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dear July,

If I have known how sad you are when I leave. I would never leave you.

You told me you cried when I left (when listening to this song). While at that time I don’t think you care at all.

Chasing you are hard, hurtful, depressing, and impossible, And on the other side are amazing and hopeful.

I’M HERE NOW without Regret.

I love you so much.

 

Song: I’m think I’m in love – Tommy Page.

From,

One lucky husband.

 

 

 

 

 

Dear July,

Our love cycle is like no other.

Sorry I don’t tell you often enough. But this feeling forever never change.

From,

One lucky husband.

Dear July,

You, My Wife, My Treasure

I had walked through life with nothing until being with you.

Until being with you I knew no loyalty.
And then one day you became my wife, my treasure.

A gift from God, a gift so fine that you can never be measured.
A love so fine, so sweet, so kind, it’s you.

You gave me endless freedom, Until I myself afraid of that freedom.

I promise to hug and kiss and hold you each day. Even on my hardest day, I would come home and hug you while you sleep.
I promise a love with devotion that will never ever fade away.

I will show you nothing but my pure love.

I will admire the blessing of your boundless love,
Because I know that you are a true gift from Heaven above.

I will not hurt you with my frustrations…

Devote my life to making you happy.

Admire you more each day for the person you are.
Trying to take interest in the things that you like to do.
Admire your beauty daily in awe and reflect it back to you.

Be attentive to you and you needs.

Be forgiving.

I’ll Show you by my actions that I love you
Be more open and fun to you.

I will love you all that I possibly can,
And don’t be embarrassed to be seen holding my hand.

I will treasure each day as if it were our last,
And at the end of your life you won’t regret me being your past.

You are the sunshine in my morning, seeing your pray peace my heart.

You are the mother of my children and the air that gives me life,
My truest friend of all, my heart, my soul, my wife.

I love you very much; you are all that is good in this world.

In everything I do, I intent to make you happy.

Song: I’ll be your everything – Tommy Page.

From,

One lucky husband.

Dear July,

I have tried to give up on you for many times. I don’t succeed though, trust me, I tried very hard.

It’s not easy to get your heart. Listening to this song reminding me of that sad and lonely time.

But now it makes me treasure you more, love you more

Song: wo Deng Tao hue Er ye Xie Liao – Jacky Cheung.

From,

One lucky husband.

Dear July,

Life is not as beautiful as songs. Any girls would say ‘Gombal’ – The lyrics might not be truthfully totally exactly the same as my feeling but at least.. Some of it are genuinely true.

Song: I dont wanna miss a thing – Aerosmith.

Keep annoying you when you sleep. Try not to. But it’s so hard to do.

From,

One lucky husband.